hmm, TAK KISAH LAH

ok..entry kali aku mmg  bg peringatan ckit kat 'org tu'...adoi, apesal lah mengelabah sgt ni beb?? hmm ckit pon aku tak rase cmtu r..ape2 pon.. nice try ok,haha... but it won't work on me lh, totally old fassion lol..FYI- TADE KNE MENGENA NGN AKU, Fine klu ko push aku tok masok dlm 'plan' ko.. ok!! but jgn regret lah ea..5 kali ko pk nk wat aku cmtu, aku da ade 50 kali idea nk wat ko balik! point aku pon byk lor, tapi aku tak nk lah wat cmtu, cz aku de hati perot lagi, tak cm ko, bertindak melulu...



hmm..kesian r, ade gak org cm ko.. shit!!!! aku cm nk ckp sekarang bnd ni,bagi ko sdr diri ckit, tapi nasib ko baik sbb aku masih waras r beb, n aku tak nk de org yg 'terluke' lak nnti, cz aku tak pnh nk sakitkan ati die, ckit2 pnh r, tapi klu da sampai thp gaban mmg aku tak pnh wat r,n takkn pnh, tak mcm ko..pergh!! ..aku tak nk r panjang2 kan bnd ni..tu sume cm childish kot..aku tak nk r jd cm 'org tu'..


da lah perasan gler!!, tade kne mengena ngn ko pon ko ley terase..ergh!! nmpak sgt r ko desperate or tah ape lah ayt sesuai tok ko aku pon tak tahu..fine!! n p/s nilai persahabatan tu lagi kuat dr 'feeling' ko yg tah ape2 tue, so wat pe ku termasok dlm 'plan ko tu'.aku tak kisah lah, ape2 pon berbahagia lah ko ea.. 


cz aku tau spe aku n spe yg berdiri kat blkg aku tok support aku dlm bnd ni, cz itulah nmenye persahabatan. n takkn pnh berfikir mcm ko, tu nme nye third class minded!!!

tgok lah spe yg 'dot2'...ko ke aku??? thanks btw, papepon nice try ha!!

MY SUGGESTION

Hello to everyone and anyone that is still checking the blog!

It's hard to believe that it was 6 years ago we shared our past together.

I am thrilled to hear that many of you are still keeping in touch. Friendship is important and I think it is important for old friends to get together from time to time.

We haven't put a plan together yet for the next reunion so if you have any suggestions as to when you would like to get together and maybe give us some dates that aren't as conflicting such as (holiday weekends) let us know.

Have a safe and restful HOLIDAY

what happen??

Adoi, asal lah aku asyik beremosi sgt nih..asal aku tak dpt kwl kemarahan aku...semenjak cuti ni,seriously ade je bnd yg wat aku tak puas hati..nape ni?? Haziq come on!!

*AKU TAK SKE LAH KEADAAN MCM NI..

*ASAL AKU JADI SANGAT PEMARAH NI..

*MAAF, AKU TAK SENGAJA NK MRH2 KORG..BUT TLG LAH FAHAM WAHAI ADIK2 KU SEKALIAN..

*ADOI,KEPALA AKU MCM NK MELETOP NI

*COME ON ZIQ..CEPATLAH MENANGIS!! CPTLAH KUARKAN AIR MATA KO,SO THAT SUMENYE HILANG DAN PULIH CM BESE...

*JANTUNG LAJU MENGEPAM DARAH TOK MERANGSANG NAFSU AMARAH AKU NI..

*SERIOUSLY AKU MMG TAK DPT KAWAL LAGI...

*ERGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! COME ON!!!!! BREATH IN AND OUT~~` ku nk jerit kuat2!!!!!!!

Confession

I wasn't a negative-thinking person, but now.

It's not that I'm thinking too much.

It happened not only once, or twice.



Everything is not under control.



Helpless.

Drown.

I've lost my way to express feelings.

I've lost my words.


Tell me a way to convince myself.

 

 

Hopes are directly proportional to reality. They meet each other, and go to separate ways till they will never meet again. - quoted by Ken Ke in 2011.

Every time when I have this thought, things will just go another way round.

Is it Her leading me back to the right track or....? I don't know.

Guess I will just have to see things clearer next time. Oh wait, no next time.

This makes me afraid, because it's not only once. Hope it's the last this time.

All Grown Up!!

hahaha.. byk bnd ku nk cerita. as a teenage skrg ni, pergh!! aku rase lain mcm sgt..

 byk gler perubahan yg aku da lalui selain dari puberty of course..hak2..hmm neway. since aku da nk mencecah 20 ni. ape yg aku perasan lah kan, aku da tak pernah tgok kartun lagi. (lawak kan).. even though ade je yg umor 20-30 masih lagi tgok NARUTO. haha

Ku da kurang lah bab2 cmtu..aku tak tahu knp skrg aku mcm cenderung ke arah politik,selalu tgok news, mcm2 bnd aku nk suare kan bile tgok politik malaysia. n of course objection included lol!! haha..

movie-yup,aku da tgok movie malay,bkn lah nk kate pe,tapi movie malay sentiase bergenre same dan membosan kan. aku sekarang suke tgok english movie yg ade byk moral value of course instead, boleh improve my english..even tv series pon aku ske tgok mcm desperate housewives season 1-7 yg byk gler moral value..n byk lagi lah tv series from ABC studio.. Documentary pon aku suke tgok..sume ni berubah dengan cpt sgt.

desperate housewives season 1-7

vampire diaries

Even skrg pon aku marah gler bile ade org yg cube tok merosakkan alam sekitar. aku lebih cenderung terhadap penjagaan alam sekitar. if ade org yg bukak isu2 mcmtu,aku mesti menyelit..

sekarang ni jugak,aku ske lepak dengan org ade point untuk bercakap,bukan sekadar berbual kosong,tapi yg ade info untuk diperoleh.. syukur,member2 aku sume jenis yg mcm tu.,..i mean group kenzan..hak2. and tak suke nk jd seorg yg redicule..loves to watch oprah~~

ape2 pon,kehidupan sbgai remaja bukan senang lol!! byk gler cabaran yg aku akan hadapi, but no one knows..only god knows everything. mcm2 mslh yg aku ade skrg ni..hope aku ley tangani..hehe..i just might find who i suppose to be.at twenty

that's all..xoxo