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Slm petang semua, I was thinking about something, something that probably gonna change my life forever.. uhhh! How r u guys? Kwn2 yang pnh mengenali diri ni masa zaman sekolah dulu? Sekolah menengah? Sometimes aku rindu ngn korg sume, n sometimes aku flash back memory aku dulu.. yes! Aku myb tade pic2 mase sekolah rendah dulu, tapi sume kekal dlm ingatan aku selamanya. Please I hope that, u won’t forget I was there. My life’s turning back lol. Aku pon tak tahu nape..but, aku mmg pressure sgt2 skrg ni.. with all these messy things..  seriously tak pnh rase se-pressure ni. Dulu kat sekolah, byk keje pon tak de lah pressure sgt, tapi skrg, mcm2 kne fikir, lagi2 nk LI..wlupun keje n assignment tak de lah byk sgt, tapi kalau banyak pon tak kisah..just that, bila da meningkat umur rase lain sangat situasi tu, mcm2 bnd kene fikir, of course lah outside the box, tapi member2 aku relax je..ke aku yang byk fikir? Hmm

Things gonna be so hard, life is much challenging. What am gonna do to keep survive.  You tell me?

good news

im goin to upload all my civil engineering notes and assignments here, so guys, if u need something relates with civil engineering, i hope my blog will be helpful. but i need time to upload all the file :)

Generally about me~`

This is me. I've expirienced and knowledge of things past I obtain.This profile has said many things about me over the years, if anyone has been on my friends list and read the things I have put, then they could have pieced together my life like a jigsaw puzzle. I have been very open about my life, my problems, and my successes.And generally showed a very un-happy person, incapable of avoiding self-destruction. As of this update, this trend has ended. I am not the person I was before. I have gained control over myself, and my emotions, I have quit blaming myself for most things, and quit blaming others for everything else.

 Ok sesape je yg nak kenal..I want to meet everyone. We don't have to like each other, but I want the opportunity to find out. I can generally get along with anyone, and I am excessively tolerant.Don't get me wrong, if you are my friend and you need a shoulder or someone to listen, I am there for you, no questions asked. BOUT LOVE?? if there's one thing I've learned from falling in love that is to stand up no matter how painful the cuts to fight for what I believe in and to wait because even if i think now is the right time to give extra effort.Waiting is even more worth it especially if i love that person so much!!!

Sometimes, we put too much passion on the biggest dreams and priorities in life that we fail to love the smallest pleasures from simple things. We search so much for the right choices, for the right paths to walk through, for the right time and for the right reasons. But life isn't about searching for the things that can be found. It is about letting the unexpected happen and finding things i never searched for.Life is too short like wake up in the morning.So love the people who treat me right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. Know a good thing when i see it, and don't let it slip away. If get a chance, i'll take it. If it changes my life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be WORTH it. Ya ok, whateva. peace!

PARENT N ADIK BERADIK YG BEST!!!

CAMWHORING ngn mereka2, sume gler bergambar..pantang nampak kamera, n ofcourse me include..hehehehe

First Day without.........

Harini, msok malam ke2 aku kat cni tok sem baru ni, da nak masuk zohor pon, setelah seharian penat gler kat kelas, cari lecturer nak sain borang pendaftaran modul, jap g sambung balik..aiyooo..

aku rse cam mengantuk lak tgh typing ni, bcz aku tak dpt tido lena malam td, otak asyik pk hal2 umah, mmg r ssh nak tido.. aku terlena jam 2.00 pagi then tersedar pkol 5.15, bape jam je kot aku tido, seyez ngntok gler lor..

aku nak balik lah jumaat ni sempena new year, aku nk sambut new year kat uma je..tak nk lah sambut new year kat cni..tak best langsung..

baru first day, da dpt asignment, aiyooo.. sakit gler hati..tp tu lah hakikatnye, aku kne sabar..da nme pon student IPT, bkn dak skool g..hehhee

k lah, nothing much to say, xoxo

NEW DAY

orang kate bermalam tok first day ni ssh gak kan? hmm one word! HOMESICK.. ginilah cite nye, aku penat lah nk melayan perasaan ni, lom pape lagi da counting day utk cuti umum. haiya1 bosan woo kat cni..

bila da homesick ni, 1 hari macam satu tahun nak tunggu, even 1 jam mcam satu bulan..alahai! this friday aku nak balik gak kat umah..cuti new year 3 hari..jd lah lepak2 kat uma with family.. bosan r plak..aku nk tgok movie r..tapi mcm tade mood nk tgok..dalam pikiran aku, i wanna go home!.

bila first day, yg ssh tu sbb nk adapt ngn new surrounding n new situation lor.. kotor r plak kat cni,, tape, aku nk berjaya..ade yg ku impikan, dan aku kne capai sumenye, kne r korban ckit kot..lagi 1 year n half je kat cni, pastu da abis, n aku harap aku dapat sambung kat UKM one day..tu target aku.. :)

..::COMING SOON:::..

Pe yg coming soon tu? hahha. well aku berat hati nak ckp yang da nk daftar tok sem baru, aku tak ready g..lagi2 bila aku tak tahu sapelah roomate aku tu, aku harap aku tak dapat ngn orang yang same mcm sem lepas, dan aku harap aku dapat bilik yang 2 org punya.. 

pergh, dalam otak aku da macam2 aku pikir ni, tgh packing barang tadi pon aku leh buat muka ketat nak mampus, sampai ayah aku aku tny awat dengan muka aku tu.. hahaha.

yang pasti, aku mesti homesick balik sem depan, klu dapat roomate yang tah ape2 lagi lah aku homesick nak mati, klu dapat dok sorang pon ok gak what...aku suke je, kalau lah aku dapat duduk sorang dalam bilik yang 2 org tu, konfom bahagia gler idop aku..mati lah aku kalau dapat roomate yang menyakitkan kati macam sem lepas, aku kena tahan tok 6 bulan yang akan datang, tu pon klu sem 4 ade li, klu tade li mmg aku kne hadap muke dorg sampai sem 5 nnti.

pe yang jadi nanti tuhan je yang tahu same ade aku sengsara o tak duduk dalam hostel tu nnti, aku cume berserah n berdoa pe yang jadi sem lepas moga2 tak jadi lagi sem ni. shitttt!!!!

aku rindu lah ngn hazirah halmi, tak lame g birthday die, nak bg ape pon aku tak tahu, aku igt leh lah aku jumpa dia cuti sem ni, unfortunatey, die pon tade cuti.. aiyooo..

papepon aku mmg tak ready lagi nak balik poli tu, da nak krismas ni, memeber aku yang kat overseas tu msti tgh wat persiapan tok diri dorg n new year nnti, aku sedih, new year aku tak dapt balik, krismas pon kne dok sane...aiyoo.. homesick nk mati lah aku..

k lah, da mlm, time to sleep..zzzzz

 xoxooxox