FRIDAY night

tonight, well, i gotta say that im quite emosional right now, I dont know what is actually happening, while everyone busy to watch OMBAK RINDU, then im busy with my The tale of dolphin, hahaha..yes quite emosional right now because mostly the plot always relates with mine.

how great this creation. i wish i can touch them one day, that is one of my dream

i really dont understand why, why all this happening, everytime I watched the movie, it always make me cry, sounds weird right, well that me. dont really care if you guys call me nerd or insane.. that's me.

almost cry like hell, every tears drop off from my eyes has their own story.. and that's y i cant hold my tears anymore. this is life, i have my own dream which is lead me to the right path i guess, but it doesn't matter. 

I was dreamt about the future, how im gonna live with my life better,. everything had happened teach me the real life. now again cry like hell.. haha, just a person knows what is happening to me. but she no longer by my side, i had plan in future for her, but haahahaahaha..never mind.

im not good enough to everyone, life is real right? instead it is wonderful. im talking with nobody, because there is no one understands me. my family include. 

all my friends have their own life. i cant depend on them. its hard to believe that im 20. i've lost my way. noboby keep me save. im standing by my own feet. 

the question is how im gonna love? and how im gonna feel? and how im gonna live my life like the dream i have is real?.

this one is my favorite, only an expert knows what's that mean.

Ya rabb, ni ke ujian? aku sentiasa kuatkan iman aku, aku redha, apa pun yang jadi pada masa depan aku redha, tp aku akan sentiasa berusaha untuk memenuhi impian aku.ya rabb, kau kuatkan hati aku, mudahkan segala urusan ku, tabahkan hati aku untuk ujian mu. :)