Confession

I wasn't a negative-thinking person, but now.

It's not that I'm thinking too much.

It happened not only once, or twice.



Everything is not under control.



Helpless.

Drown.

I've lost my way to express feelings.

I've lost my words.


Tell me a way to convince myself.

 

 

Hopes are directly proportional to reality. They meet each other, and go to separate ways till they will never meet again. - quoted by Ken Ke in 2011.

Every time when I have this thought, things will just go another way round.

Is it Her leading me back to the right track or....? I don't know.

Guess I will just have to see things clearer next time. Oh wait, no next time.

This makes me afraid, because it's not only once. Hope it's the last this time.